Back to the norm...

It's been a little over a week since PopPop passed, and I finally feel kinda back to normal. My body is still catching up from the last week, but regular life has resumed, and I continue to make it, day by day, step by step. I once heard the phrase, "I get by with a little help from my friends." That phrase is so true in my life, but I also get by with a little help from my family, a little help from my little ones at school, and a LOT of help from God.

Although I should expect it by now, God surprises me day in and day out. This last weekend in Indy was quite a trip. God came to me in SO many ways. Thursday God showed Himself at my aunt and uncle's house late at night. I was there with my parents enjoying a hot tub, a glass of wine (or two), good ol' gospel/country classics that PopPop loved, and great conversation with family. How can that be beat!?!

Well Friday rolled around and with it came more family time, and it ended with a dinner out at O'Charleys with Mimmie. Sophia sure knows how to keep us laughing... she cracks me up!! I was hoping to post a video of her playing a game on Aunt Nae's cell phone, but it won't work for some reason. She was so funny playing it that night. She knows how to use that thing way better than I do!! Ha ha! Unfortunately, it almost impossible to keep her away from that kind of technology these days! Although Jared and I don't have any new (I guess it's not all that new...) touch-screen stuff, lots of our family does, and she definitely knows how to use it. She is always keeping us on our toes, and I am thankful for that. What a hoot!

Saturday came, and as much as I didn't want to let myself think about it, that afternoon was PopPop's viewing, so the day was tainted for me from the beginning. But God is good, and I cannot believe how many wonderful people came to support our family. We even had a very distant cousin fly in from Switzerland because he had gotten to know PopPop and knew what a wonderful man he was. What a blessing. To top it off, we had another wonderful evening with friends and family after the viewing. Not only that but we ate some heavenly grilled shrimp, and IU won that night! Ha ha! Sometimes it's the little things in life...

 

 

 

Right before the viewing started... I made them take a picture with me before my make-up got smeared. :)

Sunday came and went in a blur. The funeral, burial and military honors all seems to run together for me, but I do remember this... I remember sitting there listening to the song "I'll fly away", one of PopPop's favorite songs, and thinking... I just can't wait to give him a hug when I see him again. Although, God-willing, it will be years from now when that happens, I am so looking forward to that. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about the wonderful reunion that will be. Not only for me, but for each person in my family. What an amazing gift God has given us in that promise of eternal life. It brings so much hope in an otherwise depressing time.

I learned so much this last weekend about my family and Mimmie and PopPop. Although our trips down to see everyone are few and far between, I am extremely blessed to be a part of the Inabnitt family, and I pray that I will NEVER take it for granted.

Sophia and I stayed in Greenwood until Monday, and I found it very fitting when I walked outside that morning, after such a dreary (in my mind) day before, to see that although it wasn't "technically" spring yet, the newness and freshness of Spring had arrived. We took advantage and got some wonderful pictures before we left.

Sportin' the sunglasses... Sophia's are complete with jewels and Sleeping Beauty!

The pond out front of Mimmie and PopPop's house. Lot's of memories there catching fish with PopPop.

Say cheese Sophia and Bapaw!

PopPop loved his flowering trees.

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The house that Toddy built.

Hello Spring!!

I miss you already!

PopPop passed away this morning... it's been a long couple days. I didn't think I had any tears left, but it just so happens that I do! As I was getting ready for work this morning, I noticed how nice and red/puffy my eyes were, so I thought why not step out a little and actually do my make-up this morning! (Those of you who see me on a daily basis know that NEVER happens) So, I get to the day care this morning, and the most wonderful thing, that could happen on a day when you lose a grandparent, happened. I walked into the gym and one of my sweet little boys looked at me and said, "Ms. Addie, you look really nice today." *melt* They know just how to touch my heart when it needs to be touched. I needed that more than anything after everything that has happened.

I am also so very very grateful for the friends and family that are surrounding us right now in this time of loss. It has been a very quick, rough road, and I am thankful for everyone who has prayed and reached out to us with kind words. We are headed back down to Indy tomorrow morning, and plan to be there most likely through the weekend. We haven't heard any plans yet as far as funeral and viewing go, but I know that no matter what, I will be surrounded by love, and that is enough to keep my heart at ease.

Full of gratitude

There are more things I am thankful for everyday, and for that I am grateful. It's been one heck of a week, and now, on a late Saturday night, I am sitting here bursting with thanks for so many things!

First, I am thankful for the last couple days. My wonderful friend Meg and I stayed at my parents house Thurs and Fri nights, cleaning and organizing. Doesn't sound like the most fun, huh? But with good company, anything can be fun! We did get the cleaning and organizing done, but what I am most thankful for is the time to catch up with a great friend. Meg, I am SO very thankful for your friendship, and hope we have the opportunity to do that more often.

Second, I am thankful for more good friends. This evening we hung out with a group of "young adult" friends from church. I put young adult in quotes because at our church "young" is a kind of loose term. Although the group is very diverse and we may have a wide range of ages, I love the way we have become a family of sorts; even Sophia has opened up and I can tell she is becoming comfortable around them. What a blessing it is to have a group of great friends who love and care for each other the way this group does. I love you all!!

And last but DEFINITELY not least, I am so very thankful for a God who pursues the lost. I have been distant, to say the least, from God recently, yet I can know that He is right there calling me everywhere I go. This last week all I've heard from Him is that I need to live in the now. I need to stop dwelling on the past and worrying about the future; I have been given a beautiful life right now, and I need to start enjoying it! My fears and worries about the past and future hold me back from a true relationship with Christ more than I realize. It's so easy to get wrapped up in those fears/worries that I don't know what I'm doing to myself. But again, God is pursuing and pursuing and all I need to do is answer. It sounds so easy to do, but it doesn't feel so easy; it actually is a lot harder for me than I would even like to admit. But instead of getting frustrated at myself for being distant and stubborn, tonight I am thankful that God continues to pursue even when I am distant, stubborn and completely unworthy of His love and grace.

Our weekend

It's been almost a week since I've written on here, and I wish it wouldn't have been so long. This last week has been kind of a whirlwind, and I'm not even sure where to start tonight. I think just to start off on a light note, I will share this photo, cause it just makes me smile!

We spent this last Fri-Sun in Greenwood with family. My grandparents just got back last week from Florida, and almost the whole family got together to celebrate birthdays and welcome them home. We had so much fun staying with my cousin Dana and her family. She has two girls, ages six and seven, who Sophia followed around all weekend! I realized after we left that I never got a picture of them, but I know they had a great time!

The weekend was kind of draining emotionally for me, just seeing how rough normal life has become for my grandpa. He has been struggling with his health for a while now, and is currently using an oxygen tank 100% of the time. I don't think I've yet let myself fully process what's going on with him, but I do know that every chance I have to spend with him at this point is a gift, and that is what I am grateful for right now.

Here are my favorite pictures from the weekend...

showing Mimmie all her princesses

PopPop-my new favorite picture

Jacob - my cousin's little boy

haha silly girl... she didn't want to sit at the table, so she went to the living room and got the stool

playing with "noopy" in the box